Sometimes it seems like every woman over 30 has kids, right? Well, not always. I’m reading a wonderful true story called Wild Within: How Rescuing Owls Inspired a Family by Melissa Hart. An Oregon writer and teacher, she was the guest at our local Nye Beach Writers Series last weekend. She is a wonderful writer, performer and teacher, one of those people who just sparkles with life.
Melissa grew up not wanting children. Her childhood, profiled in her earlier book Gringa: A Contradictory Girlhood, was more than a little unusual and she saw traits she did not want to pass on to another generation. Plus, despite years of babysitting, she didn’t really like babies. Her first marriage a bust, she raised cats and dogs instead. One day at the dog park, she met Jonathan, and a romance blossomed. Now Jonathan didn’t want babies either. Perfect, right?
Jonathan was a volunteer at a raptor rescue center that cared for injured and orphaned owls, hawks, eagles, kestrels and other wild predatory birds. He was going to school and planned to be a photographer, but the raptors were the center of his life. He soon lured Melissa in to volunteer, too. They fell in love, moved in together, and eventually got married. Together they poured their love and nurturing energies into the birds and their four-legged children. They agreed they didn’t want to have babies. Jonathan, plagued infections in his testicles, had a vasectomy. Still perfect, yes?
Well, it was perfect until Melissa met Jonathan’s sister’s adopted daughter and realized she wanted to have a daughter, too. Nervous about how her new husband would respond, she told him she wanted to adopt a child, not an infant but a girl a few years old who needed a home. He said yes. Now I’m at the place in the book where they’re trying to adopt. I can’t spoil the rest of the story for you because I haven’t read it yet.
But here’s the thing. People change their minds, and that’s okay. We’re human. So many of the people who comment here have experienced that change of mind, either themselves or in their partners, sometimes to wanting a baby, sometimes to not. Problems arise when only one person wants to change the terms of their relationship. Ideally, if you both really love each other, someone gives in and the other accepts the decision. That’s so hard. Sometimes it’s impossible. But we need to try to be open to each other’s changing needs and desires.
And read this book. It’s encouraging. Besides, if you don’t end up having babies, maybe you could take care of owls or dogs or salamanders . . .
Have a wonderful week, and send me some comments besides the spam I keep getting about magic spells and potions, house remodels and website development.
Time to go walk my dog child before she starts eating the furniture.